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Writer's pictureJade Melody

Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️


I love reading children's/middle grade stories even though I am not the target audience for the story. It's interesting for me to see how stories have changed and grown since I was younger, and they really have for the better. Stories like this weren't present in my childhood and if they were around they were not advertised or well known, like I believe this book is.


The little saying on the cover says it all


Winning is harder than it looks


So true. Not everything is a happily ever after and that's not something I fully learned and understood until I was 19, so for that to be printed on the cover of a novel meant for a juvenile audience really impresses me.


This book covered a lot of important ground. Your friends are allowed to change as you continue to grow up. Don't tolerate mean boys (or girls for that matter). You're beautiful in your own skin, no matter what you look like, working hard doesn't always mean winning but that's okay, jealousy can be toxic but you can recover.


Our main character Maxine has to learn all of these lessons throughout the course of this book and the author writes it tastefully. I love that these things were covered in this book, like I said I'm very impressed, because I think these are crucial things for young people to know. Maxine has to realize that childhood friends don't always last forever because they change and so do you. She has to deal with mean boys and them making racist comments about how she looks, and her response is appropriate for someone her age, but she later figures out that she doesn't need any eye tape to be beautiful because she is already. She also learns how to use makeup to enhance the beauty she already has, which I love because I feel like she is the age where I first got into using makeup. The next thing is something I personally understand on such a deep level: working hard doesn't always mean winning. This is probably my favorite lesson in the whole book because this is still something I'm struggling to grasp as a 22 year old, so portraying that in a book like this could help speed up the process of realization for younger people as they grow up. Maxine works hard, while she is dealing with all the other aspects that come with growing up, and she is successful, but her dream is still out of her reach; however, it's not fully out of range if she keeps working and growing up and learning. I love Maxine's friendship with Hollie. It starts off exactly how I imagine many friendships start off in childhood (some of mine included). Maxine is jealous of how amazing Hollie is at skating and is scared that because of Hollie's talent she won't qualify in her next competition. And despite Maxine's toxic jealous behavior, she realizes her mistakes and after some apologies, her and Hollie become friends and relate to each others skating and personal life struggles. This kind of friendship is important to have as you grow up and I like that the author included it.


Also random side note: the author got into skating because of the movie Ice Princess and omg that is the best thing ever!


Overall, I really liked this book! I rate most books of this kind three stars not because they are bad but because they are not targeted at me and I get what I can out of them.

Writer's pictureJade Melody

Updated: Jul 18, 2022



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Reckless Girls - Rachel Hawkins

~ January 4th 2022 ~


Fiona and Jane - Jean Chen Ho

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The Maid - Nita Prose

~ January 4th 2022 ~


When You Get The Chance - Emma Lord

~ January 4th 2022 ~


Daughter of the Moon Goddess - Sue Lynn Tan

~ January 11th 2022 ~


Weather Girl - Rachel Lynn Solomon

~ January 11th 2022 ~


Electric Idol - Katee Robert

~ January 18th 2022 ~


Love & Other Disasters - Anita Kelly

~ January 18th 2022 ~


The Betrayal of Anne Frank: A Cold Case Investigation - Rosemary Sullivan

~ January 18th 2022 ~


Anatomy: A Love Story - Dana Schwartz

~ January 18th 2022 ~


Reminders of Him - Colleen Hoover

~ January 18th 2022 ~


Something Fabulous - Alexis Hall

~ January 25th 2022 ~


The Red Palace - June Hur

~ January 25th 2022 ~


The Roughest Draft - Emily Wibberley & Austin Siegemund-Broka

~ January 25th 2022 ~


I Must Betray You - Ruta Sepetys

~ February 1st 2022 ~


You Truly Assumed - Laila Sabreen

~ February 8th 2022 ~


Dead Silence - S.A. Barnes

~ February 8th 2022 ~


Ophelia After All - Racquel Marie

~ February 8th 2022 ~


One Night on the Island - Josie Silver

~ February 14th 2022 ~


Meet Me in the Margins - Melissa Ferguson

~ February 15th 2022 ~


Cleopatra and Frankenstein - Coco Mellors

~ February 15th 2022 ~


The Paris Apartment - Lucy Foley

~ February 22nd 2022 ~


Tripping Arcadia - Kit Mayquist

~ February 22nd 2022 ~


The Girl Who Fell Beneath the Sea - Axie Oh

~ February 22nd 2022 ~


The Paradox Hotel - Rob Hart

~ February 22nd 2022 ~


Gallant - V.E. Schwab

~ March 1st 2022 ~


The Night Shift - Alex Finlay

~ March 1st 2022 ~


A Thousand Steps into Night - Traci Chee

~ March 1st 2022 ~


Hook, Line and Sinker - Tessa Bailey

~ March 1st 2022 ~


The Club - Ellery Lloyd

~ March 1st 2022 ~


Run Rose Run - Dolly Parton

~ March 7th 2022 ~


Blood Scion - Deborah Falaye

~ March 8th 2022 ~


Right Where I Left You - Julian Winters

~ March 15th 2022 ~


A Novel Obsession - Caitlin Barasch

~ March 15th 2022 ~


Dating Dr. Dil: A Novel - Nisha Sharma

~ March 15th 2022 ~


A Magic Steeped in Poison - Judy I. Lin

~ March 29th 2022 ~


A Forgery of Roses - Jessica S. Olson

~ March 29th 2022 ~


The Dragon's Bride - Katee Robert

~ March 29th 2022 ~


The Wedding Crasher - Mia Sosa

~ April 5th 2022 ~


The Candy House - Jennifer Egan

~ April 5th 2022 ~


Alone Out Here - Riley Redgate

~ April 5th 2022 ~


Love From Scratch - Kaitlyn Hill

~ April 5th 2022 ~


An Arrow to the Moon - Emily X.R. Pan

~ April 12th 2022 ~


Not Your Child - Lis Angus

~ April 18th 2022 ~


Queen of the Tiles - Hanna Alkaf

~ April 19th 2022 ~


I Am the Ghost in Your House - Maria Romasco-Moore

~ April 19th 2022 ~


My Sister's Big Fat Indian Wedding -

~ April 19th 2022 ~


The Things We Lost - Maggie Giles

~ April 19th 2022 ~


The Children on the Hill - Jennifer McMahon

~ April 26th 2022 ~


Book Boyfriend - Kris Ripper

~ April 26th 2022 ~


Nettle & Bone - T. Kingfisher

~ April 26th 2022 ~


Book of Night - Holly Black

~ May 3rd 2022 ~


Book Lovers - Emily Henry

~ May 3rd 2022 ~


I Kissed Shara Wheeler - Casey McQuiston

~ May 3rd 2022 ~


Chefs Kiss - T.J. Alexander

~ May 3rd 2022 ~


Everything for You - Chloe Liese

~ May 10th 2022 ~


Lovely Bad Things - Trisha Wolfe

~ May 10th 2022 ~


Every Summer After - Carley Fortune

~ May 10th 2022 ~


Something Wilder - Christina Lauren

~ May 17th 2022 ~


This Time Tomorrow - Emma Straub

~ May 17th 2022 ~


Hide - Kiersten White

~ May 24th 2022 ~


A Proposal They Can't Refuse - Natalie Caña

~ May 24th 2022 ~


It's All in How You Fall - Sarah Henning

~ May 31st 2022 ~


All Signs Point to Yes - Cam Montgomery

~ May 31st 2022 ~


My Killer Vacation - Tessa Bailey

~ June 6th 2022 ~


The Woman in the Library - Sulari Gentill

~ June 7th 2022 ~


Counterfeit - Kirsten Chen

~ June 7th 2022 ~


Wicked Beauty - Katee Robert

~ June 7th 2022 ~


More Than You'll Ever Know - Katie Gutierrez

~ June 7th 2022 ~


Fake It Till You Bake It - Jamie Wesley

~ June 21st 2022 ~


The House Across the Lake - Riley Sager

~ June 21st 2022 ~


Sometime in Summer - Katrina Leno

~ June 26th 2022 ~


American Royalty - Tracey Livesay

~ June 28th 2022 ~


This Vicious Grace - Emily Thiede

~ June 28th 2022 ~


Elsewhere - Alexis Schaitkin

~ June 28th 2022 ~


**Last Updated: July 18th 2022**

This will be the final update to this post!

Look out for the Anticipated Releases post for the second half of the year!!


This list will be updated as new releases are announced ♥

Writer's pictureJade Melody

Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️


What can I say that will encapsulate all of my feelings about this book. Wow. Amazing. Sad. Beautiful. Tears. Raw. Emotional. Love.


This book means so much more than words will ever begin to describe. It's raw emotional magnitude is one not for the unsympathetic or those lacking emotional availability. Because damn does this make you feel. Whether you've lost someone before, you feel what it's like to lose someone first hand through Michelle Zauner. Personally, it made me reflect on what it would be like to lose my mom and it hit me like an eighteen wheeler going 90 miles an hour. That shit hurts.


“It felt like the world had divided into two different types of people, those who had felt pain and those who had yet to.” ― Michelle Zauner, Crying in H Mart

I sympathize for Michelle and I feel like she shared a part of her story that was so personal that I need to go out and buy her a really, nice, high quality Korean meal (I would cook it, if I wouldn't butcher it or knew of the cultural impactfulness). I think this made me realize why I love memoirs so much; it's someone pouring their heart out (most of the time), telling their stories about life. I love the recollection of experiences that are shared in books like that.

“Even then I must have known that no one would ever love me as much as she would.”― Michelle Zauner, Crying in H Mart

The audiobook for this is a must in my personal opinion. Zauner narrates it herself and it brings the reader even that much closer to her. It almost feels as you are intruding, as a fly on the wall, to her life in an uncomfortable way but I don't think this hurts the book, it helps it. I can't repeat enough that this is what makes the book emotionally raw. The things Michelle did while her mother was sick, how she reflected on her teenage years and her relationship with her mother during that time, how she had remorse, how there was never enough time.

“For the rest of my life there would be a splinter in my being, stinging from the moment my mother died until it was buried with me.”― Michelle Zauner, Crying in H Mart

I'm so glad this was my first read of 2022. I hope this is a step in the right direction in terms of the quality of my reading year. I would love to read many more books that are as good as this one. And if you haven't or weren't planning to, pick this book up!

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